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Saturday, October 07, 2006

its hazy. very hazy. psi s over 100 plus. woah. outside just look so magical like in a fairytale cos its so misty. everything s like a blur. i can t see anything clearly beyond the next block. the fans in my flat are all at their full blast. some windows closed to keep out the super polluted air. can smell the acrid smoke from i stand from the window. aiyo, when is it ever going to end? its so unhealthy to be out there in the haze. and i can t help but go out cos its post promos.

had choir comm practice cum meeting today. we sang the song for the farewell assembly for this coming friday. has not been singing properly for quite some time already so not up to my previous form yet. plus the haze. chokes ppl up.induces phlegm. makes it difficult to breath. discussed abt the open house stuff. checked out the cupboard for stuff. seems like there s a lot of interesting stuff in there. some jap costumes with classic jap umbrellas. talked abt what we gonna do that day. ended at abt 12.30. went lunch with the comm sops and aggie. was singing parts of waternight while waiting at the foyer(actually i also dunno what we were waiting for). we sang other songs like justorum and part of zoltar while walking to the mrt station. went to northpoint to have lunch.

went to meet jo after lunch at bradell. had asked her along to go sim lim square n ikea with me. had been quite some time since i went out with her alone. went to sim lim square 1st. wah. it was crowded there. perhaps cos its weekend and so many ppl giving out fliers at the escalator jamming up the route. tsk tsk. got the hard disk drive finally(after like so long of asking my bro to get it ). went to the daytime pasai malam near bugis street. bought stickers for my younger sis. wanted to reward her for doing all the assessments that she has so hardworkingly done. went into bugis street. bought coconut drink while jo bought wheatgrass juice. yucks. i don t like wheatgrass. it tastes like really like grass(although i have not eaten grass b4). anyway, the one that jo bought was artificial and taste more like green tea than wheatgrass. walked aound aimlessly in bugis shopping mall for some time b4 we took train down to queenstown. took 195 from queenstown mrt to ikea. had been really years since i went ikea. it hadn t changed much. the place still as confusing(at least to me). walked everywhere in the store. the children s dept was so cute. how i wished i had all those things when i was young. all so interesting and pretty. even the bedroom was like wow to me. anyway, we found the boxes that i wanted(finally). bought 6 boxes of 3 different sizes,3 different designs. one s a flowery black against one, one s a striped, the other is like the wallpaper in mr bean s house. took a long time to choose cos i can t make up my mind. queued up at the cashier for quite some time. watched silent tom-n-jerry on the tv while waiting for our turn. had ikea hot dogs b4 we went off. talked a lot when we were walking here and there and on the train. talked abt our lives now, relationships,ppl, almost anything that comes to our mind. been all the talking sessions that we have.

was very tired when i came home. i was kinda of concussed when i was on the bus. didn t pay attention to anything at all. was stoning the whole bus ride. ate my dinner watching some cinderella show by hilary duff. just typed the choir open house stuff. gonna go sleep. tml still got pw.

yawnzz.

its hard to make up ur mind after some things drag for a very long time. perhaps time have washed it away that i no longer need to make decisions anymore. some things are perhaps better left alone, some ppl too.

leaving traces behind
10/07/2006 10:51:00 PM