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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

school as usual. was released super early from maths today. my lecture was like the fastest to cover the topics. differential equations spark off my motivation to start working on integraion cos its quite a bit of integration. went to work on integration outside audi b4 maths. didn t want to go class do my work cos sure very choatic one. managed to work on some sums before i went for gp. had gp essay timed practice. did the qn on woman s place is in the home, do u agree. ran out of points to talk abt and not enough time, so i split up the last content paragraph to make it look like 2. had physics at the lab. my class was very distracted, maybe just some ppl but it kinda of affected the ppl around.

went to choir prac straight after lab. so long since i last entered the room. learnt the farewell song and we sat around to gossip. hm... miss choir so much. nowadays life is just mug mug and mug. so boring.

stayed back after choir to mug(again...). stayed with xingying outside choir room to mug. continued integration(i shall integrate with integration). xy went off first. stayed there on my own. enjoyed the silence and solitude there. really did quite a bit of work... so unlike in the reading room... so noisy and so much distraction. perhaps i should go there to mug. a lot more conducive. realised that i can stand being alone. too lazy to find ppl to accompany me although i know some ppl are still around in school. sometimes, its gd to have a quiet moment to urself. its been quite a while since i have time for myself ever since i enter jc. feels good and so refreshing.

today i see the whole picture of what s going on. no doubts anymore. the line doesn t exist from now on for it has integrated totally. some things don t matter anymore.

leaving traces behind
9/13/2006 09:56:00 PM