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Saturday, September 23, 2006

i m not alone.

there are ppl out there who feels the same as i do. just tired. rather be alone than hang around in a large group. was blog-hopping when i saw the post of someone whom i will say 'great minds think alike'. same mindset. can probably see eveything clearer when u step out of the small frame that u have been confined in for a period of time into the big picture. u will probably see that the spark was probably a small comment that an insensitive someone has made without considering the impact on the future. and this spark of fire is fuelled by the many who probably got near to the spark to enjoy its dancing flames. and the fire just raged on and on till sooner or later, everyone will get hurt by the heat.

on another blog was someone else who can also feel the class splitting up. it takes time to split people up. i m sure that everyone has tried to like the class b4. when u are in a new environment, u will naturally try to adapt. perhaps the environment was too unsuitable for the many who have tried. for the time that they were there, they probably had aimed to survive the change of environment. it took up too much energy to survive and they made a wiser choice of moving to where they can survive better. it leads to a split. when there s a split, there can be a recovery but there will always be the scar. perhaps we should just end it all this year and embark on a new beginning next year.

i m leaving things as it is. till the promos r over.

leaving traces behind
9/23/2006 12:17:00 AM