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Friday, September 15, 2006

i seem to be changing from mood to mood today. not that i m having mood swings but from the many incidents that happen today.

Frustration - was having maths first lesson in the morning. can see that mr seet was trying his best to teach. got vast improvement. he teaches and we get to learn. what i don t understand is people, not any of the integration techniques that he taught today. come on lah. be fair. let s give him a chance. he s learning too and its hard on him k? can u imagine that u r the teacher and u can t catch the attention of the whole class for even one minute? can see that he s trying his best and no one gives him any response, its sad okay. some ppl were doing chemistry in maths. how fair can it be. u grumble abt how he can t teach. then the next moment when he start lesson proper and u simply ignore him, doing whatever unfinished chem homework that u had probably forgotten to do. what the hell lah(this i really must say). when he ask for volunteers, i went up to present on the visualiser, its like i m having a discussion with mr seet on how to do the question and not teaching anyone cos nobody s paying attention(but i must credit those ppl who always pay attention). do u know how bad it is?? to some ppl, its time to change ur attitude. if u wanna say sorry, don t say to me. cos i m not the teacher there who deserves every bit of ur apology. come on lah. ain t it only right that we give ppl who wanna change to change for the better? i m sure u will want ppl to give u a chance when u want to change for the better. u will want support . encouragement. i know what i say may not affect some ppl but just wanna say, its up to u. at the end of the day, u will know what u have done. depriving someone with potential to help u succeed in ur studies. even if u feel that he has not helped u in anyway, isn t it basic(really basic) courtesy to listen when somebody else is taking? if u still don t see any faults at all, all i can say is u r totally hopeless. pardon me for saying. not that i defencing him, just wanna say that its only right for us to give him the basic respect.

In a laughing mood - went for pe after maths. had basketball. jancy sprained her middle finger within the first catch of the ball. her finger was swollen and the pe dept gave her ice in a plastic bag. was playing in a team with huixin, pyong, and the others against the cedarians in my class. lost of course. i did some funny action i went after the ball and the whole half court was laughing. so bad. the ball also hit my knees and i just fall straight on my hands(luckily). they laughed again. haha. mass civics: watched 3 fat virgins. was a very interesting drama. and very humourous also. was laughing my head off.

Dull - econs lecture was like huh? question marks everywhere.

i love it mood - had choir after econs. we sang together, the committee. sang the farewell song and 'a single voice' alongside other songs that we have learnt(when we were just outside mph waiting) been a long time since we had choir practices 3 times a week. miss it like mad. we sang binnamma, gaude, justorum, advent children out of fun. just sing and sing. woahs.. i look forward to after promos when choir resumes. choir is like just so fun. makes me just forget that promos are coming up when we sang. miss the time when choir s ur whole life.

hmm... still got other things that bothers me. but i shan t talk about it cos its not anything wonderful or irritating that is worth typing down.

wanna work on my line theory tonite. not enough time now. shall work on it bit by bit.

leaving traces behind
9/15/2006 09:46:00 PM